I believe I have reached a breeching point. Yes, this is the place where I have sauntered much much too long and now the time has come, yea I say, forcefully, to MOVE.
Laziness is a brash word that is often overused. In this instance I have simply languished in my freedom and lack of accountability from all sources. It's been wonderful. Sleepy weekends lying in bed, late brunch-lunches and all night cooking sessions. I've gotten a chance to catch up on my youtubing, watching endless hours of music videos, DIYs and online documentaries. Frivolous travels to visit lovers and friends, family members and foes. And now...it is time.
Many nights pretending I will put my P90X DVD in, not today, but tomorrow, pushing off workouts until never comes. Yes, today it must all come to an end. I have peaked at this realization that depsite my undying nature to please and be pleased, I have disastrously begun to neglect myself. I mean in the sense that my "Goals for 2012" still lay unfinished and mutely articulated, my financial plans not quite as aggressive as originally intended, and my professional ambitions sadly put off for another opportunity. I believe this is a breeching point. A time to MOVE and be moved.
So, with that so clearly stated, I will begin by marking my true goals, intuitions and ambitions here:
1) Become fluent in Arabic by 2014.
2) Save 20K in retirement by 2014.
3) Stop waiting for other people.
4) Create a dream board.
5) Write and read everyday.
6) Exercise.
7) Find peace in simplicity and learn to live and enjoy the moment.
8) Satisfy myself.
